I didnt mean to hurt you

I am sorry for the way I am making you feel.

I didn’t mean to make you feel my love for you wasn’t real.

I cared for you more than I possibly could for any other guy,

And I wish you didn’t have to ask why.

I am sorry for making those tears run from my eyes,

Please believe me when I say our relationship wasn’t built on lies.

I am sorry for as you said shattering your heart,

If I could I would repair it part by part.

I know you didn’t understand why I did the deed even though for you I still cared,

To be truthful I had wanted to do it before but to spare hurting your feelings I never dared.

Our friendship had upgraded to a relationship way too fast,

And I knew from the beginning that it would last.

I decided to spare you some of the misery and strife,

That would have come about when I left next year as you said the moment I ruin your life.

I hope someday you will be able to forgive me and we can be friends,

But until then my love for you is like a ring that never ends.